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Art by Sarah Maxwell
Jacket Design by Nina Goffi and Stephanie Yang

A 2019 Junior Library Guild Selection
& IndieBound Bestseller

"Heartfelt, romantic, and quietly groundbreaking. This book will save lives." — Becky Albertalli, New York Times bestselling author of Simon vs. the Homo Sapiens Agenda

"A truly unique and beautiful debut." — Adi Alsaid, author of Let's Get Lost

“A heartfelt first novel by Mason Deaver… an example for any reader yearning to take that first step into a new possibility.” —The Washington Post

“There is tragedy at the heart of this story, but there is also tenderness. Deaver shows us that love, like gender, is fluid and non-binary.” — NPR

“A powerful illustration of the ways that compassion and love can overcome intolerance.” — Publishers Weekly

"This book is really about finding your voice. It's heartfelt and loving, and quietly groundbreaking. It doesn't shy away from the challenges of coming out to your parents or dealing with depression and anxiety, but it does so with compassion," — The TODAY Show